Well it has come down to it my sugar plums. It is my last day here for a while. Tomorrow and thursday are my last 2 exams, and this is my last day of premium membership. It has gone so fast, yet it seems to have been dragging me down. I will be gone for a few weeks, though I am unsure exactly how much i will be able to get on the net after that was well. I have regretfully got to live without everyone of you for a while. I will be spending time with my sister and her new little baby though, as well as a few friends of mine, I will be thousands of kilometers away from here which is such a good thing. I am so looking forward to steaming out of here. As you all probably noticed if you have been watching me for a while, I have lost a lot of my inspiration and my focus in my writing, working around different topics, issues, styles and so forth. I am hoping that my sabbatical will help to open me up again, and i will be able to come back with some new ideas and loves.
I love you all and will miss some of you terribly, the others I will just miss being there. I hope everyone has a good few weeks away and a happy holiday until I next write in my journal.
Love and Light shine on all of you.
xoxox
Pass the Poem: Murder - Suicide
I froze when I saw his hands where mine should be; caressing
Like a winter morning, he was cold. Like a wind whistling
Cold he was, but every touch left a streak of glaring heat upon her skin.
November bites, December gnaws; neither match the dully dead
emotion that begins to rise, a taste of blood and bile
The writhing stench of deeds best left in a dark past
blinds me as it controls with a disembodying numbness.
Self control being a lost memory
Lost like the life that once was there.
In his still-open eyes I see the emptiness inside of me
and inside of me is where i hide, nothing is there, no one to find me; my place of hiding.
Shut away, behind lock - there is no key - my guilt, my consciousness
My rage running hot, but frozen. All is frozen, still, unreal.
But... it is
real ... What have I done??I stare through the flickering pictures, it flashes again across my eyes,
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VertigoArt 
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the-photographicpoet 
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CaronCecilia 
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KneelingGlory 
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kersee9 
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alafaye 
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Miss-Anonymiss 
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Permanent-Insanity 
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Carmi-A 
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Vindicta38 
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Sasukesadork 
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t-0-m-o 
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looFsydoboN 
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EatingMyOwnFears 
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Wombat-Pentagram 
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th3krimzon117. `
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SirBret19. *
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KodakMoments49322. *
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Tears-of-Fire24. ~
wakingxdawn25. =
techgnotic
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Don't blame me.
I'm just here for the cookies.
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In shadows too deep to see
Maybe there, you will find me
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"Love transcends both time & lifetimes"
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~Save me from my fears, save my butterflies and love me forever, my beloved Styx~
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Remember we all have =RawEm0tion
I am a proud member of ~lyriclub
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~Those talked over oft times make the best writers.
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yeah, I'm one of those "I really like this, good job!" critics. So sue me...
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I support: =DailyLitDeviations *100ThemesChallenge ~Prompt-A-Day ~CollabLit
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It takes courage to enjoy it!
It makes me real happy..
*tickles*
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Don't blame me.
I'm just here for the cookies.
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Life and Dream are of the same ingredients.
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We shall not cease from exploration,
And the end of all our exploring
Will be to arrive where we started
And know the place for the first time.
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